I made a blog for the sake of having a blog. I don't know. Maybe I've got so much inside me that I want to pour out but I don't know how to start. I haven't written for so long. Haven't held a pen and wrote a love letter or a poem. I can't remember the last time I sat and sketched a picture of a tree or a stranger. I want to be inspired again. Or be heart broken. Either way, I just want to do these two best things I love doing -- drawing & writing. Because when I do, I get lost in this abyss of darkness I have in my heart, this hole that have been slowly growing. Odd but somehow it makes me feel better.. A midst this pain.